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PART II
ELEVATOR TO THE GALLOWS
60
FATHER AND MOTHERβS house was no shanty, but it wasnβt nearly as fine as the modest parsonage and only half the size of Marina and Treyβs home. It was on the east side of town, an unincorporated strip of Jackson County between Kansas City and Independence, on top of a limestone bluff. The neighborhood was Blue Summit, but everyone called it Dogpatch. The Scarritt house was the best one in the neighborhood. That wasnβt saying much.
βOh my goodness,β she whispered as they drove up the hill, craning her neck and gawking. βI never knew places like this existed. Itβs awful.β
βHalf the girls at Paseo High live in neighborhoods like this. Itβs one reason you and Dot caught so much grief.β
βOur families arenβtβwerenβtβrich.β
βThe Albrights are, although you donβt see it because they donβt live like rich folk. He made his money bootlegging. He doesnβt make that much as a vet, Iβll guarantee it, and theyβve got seventeen kids.β
βSix,β Marina corrected absently.
βCats like him. Me. My granddaddy. We bide our time, saving for the day we can get out.β
βI know you do, which is why I wonder what hope Gladys had that went away.β She paused. βIsΒ β¦Β the speakeasy. Whatβs it like?β She really didnβt want to go to the speak, but every day she did his laundry or smelled the perfume on him, the more upset she got.
βMiddlinβ-upscale. Like, say, Correggioβs with sin. Iβm not going to run a trashy place. I want respectability, or at least dignity, what my family had before they all died. The least I can do is make my place look respectable and itβs no speakeasy like what the rest of the country thinks of it, but Iβm also not going to invest in high society standards. Thatβs what gentlemenβs and country clubs are for. Waste of money, and I cater to a specific class of people.β
βOh,β was all she had to say to that.
βHopefully,β he muttered, looking at his paper, then the house, βtheyβll come out of the house so I can take care of business in full view of the car.β
βThis is wrong,β she blurted.
Trey slowed and rolled onto the lawnβwhat there was of itβthen parked and looked at Marina, who was wringing her hands and biting her lip. βMarina,β he said tenderly. βI really, really like you.β
She blushed.
βI want to make you happy. If it would make you happy for me to keep my hands to myself, Iβll do it. Oh, now I see you scratching that gash again, picking at it. Thatβs your tell, for when youβre hurting.β
She snatched her hand away from her arm, but it still itched.
βTell me itβd make you happy to leave here without an apology and if you canβt get that, pure vengeance.β
She couldnβt. Her newly discovered temper wouldnβt let her. He waited. Finally, she shook her head, just a bit.
He got out and went around to her door to hand her out. Heβd learned his lesson, she supposed, one he would likely never forget. βYou look nice. Meant to tell you before we left.β
βThank you,β she said softly, embarrassed by the compliment as usual.
They were halfway to the door, Trey holding Marinaβs hand, when Mother came out wiping her hands on a dish towel and scowling.
βGet off my property,β she snarled.
βOh, we will,β Trey said cheerfully, loudly enough for the gathering neighbors to hear, βas soon as we get what we came for.β
βYou already took everything,β she snapped.
βMarina would like to request her birth certificate.β
Motherβs glance flicked to Marina, who quailed and released Treyβs hand to step behind him. She peeked around his arm.
βAw, now, see what you made Marina do?β His tone was amiable, but no longer cheerful.
βI donβt have it. She was left on our doorstep with nothing but a note.β
βDo you have that?β
βNo!β
βI donβt believe you,β Trey murmured in a tone that gave Marina shivers. βGet it.β Marina was still peering at Mother from behind Trey, for the first time seeing her as her grandmother. It was so clear, once she had all the information. The βmiracle babyβ story was plausible enough people would accept it but not believe it if they thought about it at all.
βAre you all right, Sugar?β he asked low when he turned back to her.
βIβm scared,β she blurted, then wished she hadnβt.
His eyes narrowed. βShe wonβt hurt you again,β he said gruffly. βI promise.β He turned back to Mother. βI want everything. If itβs Marinaβs or has to do with Marina, get it.β
βI am not going to do anything for that little whore. Just like her mother.β
Before Marina could cry, Mother!, the old woman was on the ground, Trey standing over her, his hands on his hips. Mother made not one sound. She simply glared up at him.
βTrey,β Marina hissed. βNot in public.β
βWhy not?β he tossed over his shoulder.
βItβs trashy, you thug,β Mother muttered venomously.
With that, he grabbed Mother by the arm and hauled her up the stairs, banging her body all the way, jerked the screen door open so hard it broke off its hinges, and disappeared.
With dread, Marina headed to the door. She heard low male voices. Treyβs was commanding. Fatherβs was meek and subservient.
βΒ β¦Β expect you wanna watch?β
βWhatever you want, Mr. Dunham.β
Marina stepped inside and looked around. It wasnβt filthy, but it wasnβt as clean as the way Marina liked things to be. She would have to think about why that was more important than Mother trying to stand only to be backhanded to the floor while Trey cheerfully chatted at Father.
Father was speaking. Then he was not. Marina looked up at him and saw how haggard he looked. Certainly he wasnβt attracting any more women.
βMarina?β he croaked. βYou lookΒ β¦Β β
βYes,β she said, quietly gloating. It was small and petty, but Trey had brought her here so she could be small and petty. It wasnβt proper or ladylike. It felt good.
βSugar, take loverboy here and get whatever papers you can. Heβll sign an affidavit as to your identity.β
Marina nodded. βThank you, Trey.β
βWhatever you need. Go on now.β
As Marina passed Trey, he caught her gently and drew her close. βYouβre in charge here,β he whispered in her ear. βKeep your head high, like Dot. They canβt hurt you and if he says anything that hurts your feelings, you tell me.β
She blushed and ducked her head to hide her smile, which made him chuckle, and followed Father, who was meekly waiting for her. Once alone in his tiny bedroom, he got on the floor to pull out a small battered suitcase. Marina stepped back warily, out into the hallway to get out of striking range in case he was reaching for a weapon.
She was not, however, out of earshot of the thuds of flesh on flesh that came from the parlor. Mother did not make a peep, but Trey was growling.
β β¦ say such things to my wife β¦ her mother out in the cold β¦ Scarritt!β he roared. βBring me your goddamned belt! The one she used on Marina!β
Father hopped to his feet, threw the suitcase on the bed, and scurried to a bureau. He darted out of the room and was back again. Marina, shocked by his subservience, decided this must be the true Gil Truesdell and that his preaching made him feel important.
He opened the suitcase, which was full of files and papers.
THWAP! came the sounds from the other room. Mother still did not cry out or plead for mercy. Marina couldnβt find it in her heart to be horrified, which made her as bad as Trey, but she didnβt believe in God anymore, and even if she did, she liked the idea of no hell, and even if there was a hell and God did exist, she was saved, so she wouldnβt go there.
He cleared his throat. βYou look, um, well,β he muttered as he sorted through them, the sounds of the beating and Treyβs litany of Motherβs offenses against Marina and Gladys overlying the conversation.
βYou mean Iβm not really ugly as a rotten scarecrow?β
He flushed. βThat is what I mean, yes.β
βThis is what Trey saw,β she said quietly.
βYou were a bet,β he said tightly.
βIt was the kingβs arena, Boss Tom was the king, and there were tigers behind both doors.β
He cast her a confused glance. βWhat?β
βYou donβt read, so you wouldnβt know,β she said gently. βTrey had to choose between me and fifty peopleβs lives. He wanted me. He couldnβt sacrifice them.β
Father blinked at her. βYouβre here with him and a wedding ring, though.β He glanced at the ring with what Marina thought might be lust. βExpensive, too.β
Definitely lust. βBishop Albright and Boss Tom got it all worked out.β
βAlbrightβs on speaking terms with Boss Tom?β he asked, shocked.
βTheyβre friends. Have been for years, I understand.β
βYou do understand youβre married to a gangster, do you not?β
βI like the gangster Iβm married to,β she said quietly. βHeβs honest about what he does and he wants me to be happy with him.β When Father gave her a skeptical look, she said, βMy life with him is more wonderful than I could have imagined for myself, never mind that I never imagined getting married at all.β
Father said nothing further, but Marina had to know. βWhat was she like? My mother?β
βShe was a wild, willful, beautiful, stupid brat,β he said flatly. βMuch like Dorothy, but with no common sense at all, much less Dorothyβs smarts. She was also not my daughter.β
Marinaβs jaw dropped.
βGladys was some other manβs get, which happened right before I married your mothβgrandmother. In haste, I might add. I should have suspected, but I was young.β
βYou did well with your leisure,β she said quietly.
He found the file, which was thick, and handed it to her. She flipped through it and saw he had kept records of every penny heβd spent on her, which made her hurt.
βIs this padded?β she asked quietly.
The question seemed to surprise him. βWhat would you know aboutββ
βIβm married to a gangster, remember? I know you falsified your records. I have your radio, all your books and the cash that was in them, which Trey used to buy me a house and a car. Boss Tom has your desk and horses and other valuables. John Laziaβs men tore up your sofaββ He blanched. ββbut not soon enough to find the cash you hid there.
βIβm part of the Machine now, no longer a sheltered, naΓ―ve servant. Moreover, Boss Tom apologized to me and his wife likes me. I could probably ask him for anything and heβd give it to me, and he hates you.β Father made a tiny gurgling sound in his throat. Marina went back to the ledger sheets. The amount might have staggered her, but she was now accustomed to seeing large numbers and lots of cash.
βThe only reason Trey isnβt going to do to you what he is doing to Mother is because you took me in, you were kind to me, and you were generous in your treatment of me.β She flapped the file. βHe also believes that stripping you of your stolen wealth, including the church building, which Boss Tom also has, humbled you more than a beating. So what you said to me at the last, and that you let Mother beat me, I can forgive.β Again she looked around at the shabbiness, and he was filthy, but Marina had always known that. βSheβs not a good housekeeper,β Marina muttered. βNo wonder you didnβt mind having me around. And my pin money was to keep me from getting resentful. You were afraid Iβd do what my mother did if I were resentful enough.β
βYes, but you are a lot smarter thanβshe was.β
βYou were going to say a lot smarter than you thought I was.β
He didnβt answer.
βTrey knew that, too,β she murmured, continuing to peruse the papers, looking for the note left with her. It wasnβt much. In a manβs hand, just the date, Marinaβs name and birth date, Gladysβs name, and Iβm not raising this brat. He hadnβt signed his name.
Marina blinked back tears when she realized that from the time she was a tiny baby, nobody had wanted her, not her real parents, not her grandparents. She had had exactly one friend in the world until a gangster had popped into her life and made her feel wanted and worth something more.
Youβd make a crackerjack lawyer.
And he was, right this very minute, punishing these awful people on her behalf.
Finally, from the other room, Marina heard Mother begin to beg. βDo you know why we need these?β
βNo.β
βGladys killed herself.β No reaction. βShe had three hundred dollars in the bank.β
βGood Lord,β he whispered. βWas she whoring?β
Marinaβs temper flared. βDo you want Trey in here with that belt?β
His face dropped all color.
βShe was a laundress. I have to prove I am her daughter to get that money.β
βIs Dunham going to steal it from you?β he asked acidly.
βTrey gives me a hundred dollars a month to spend on anything I want.β
That genuinely shocked and confused him.
The THWAPs and begging had stopped, and now there was only weeping.
βThat is why we also need a sworn statement from you and Mother affirming that I am Gladysβs daughter. Trey will send his men to fetch you to our lawyer some time next week, and now you know what will happen to you if you try to refuse. After all, it is the truth and you owe me at least that.β
Father looked away and muttered, βFine. Is that all?β
βYes. Thank you.β
Marina decided it was time to confront the damage Trey had done to Mother. She took a deep breath and went to the parlor, Father tagging along behind. Mother was on the floor half naked, curled up to hide her torso, her clothes in shreds, her body a bloody, welted mess. She was bleeding from the exact same spot on the back of her upper arm as Marinaβs wound, and it was dripping blood onto the rough floorboards.
Trey was twirling a bloody knife in his fingers.
βSheβll live,β he said cheerfully. βDidnβt break any bones or hit any vital organs or major blood vessels.β
Marina turned away, so nauseated she wanted to be sick on the floor, but Motherβs voice was still in her head, screaming vile names at her for doing something she didnβt remember.
βI was drugged,β she blurted, ashamed she felt the need to defend herself, and worse, that she couldnβt look in Motherβs eyes or hold her head high. βSomeoneβnot Treyβdrugged me. I donβt remember any of it.β
Mother cackled bitterly.
βIt doesnβt matter to you, does it?β she asked weakly, hurt. βI could have been raped and you would have blamed me. Youβd have beaten me anyway. I always knew, somehow, that you had that in you. Did you do this to my mother too? Sheβs why you tolerated Fatherβs women. Because Gladys wasnβt his.β
βGood God!β Trey burst out.
Marina looked at Trey and nodded, then in Motherβs direction, she said softly, βI would rather be married to a gangster than serve you one more second. I made all those pretty clothes for you andββ Her eyes started to sting, surprising her. She didnβt know how deep that hurt went. βI resent that the most.β She couldnβt explain why.
βTake a kick at her, Marina,β Trey offered.
Marina shook her head. βI canβt.β
βTake the clothes you made, then.β
βI canβt bear to touch them.β
βSuit yourself, Sugar.β
Marina looked up and smiled at him. βThank you.β
His jaw dropped. βFor this?β
βNo. For βsuit yourself.β May we go home now, before I upchuck?β
60
If you donβt want to wait 2 years to get to the end, you can buy itΒ here.
Donations can be madeΒ here, if you so desire.
Been meaning to read
//regards the very large stack of text
Oh dear lord
LOL I love me some doorstopper books.
I’m gifting them out for Thanksgivingmas. <3
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I’m not saying you’re not Neal Stephenson, but I’m not saying you’re not.
Live album Pillar of Davidson is my mood right now. The whole mood thing, it’s real.
Naw, I’m so not that smart. Also, my endings don’t suck.
NEIL STEPHENSONS ENDINGS DONG SUCK and/or YOU’RE SMART etc
All I really wanted was recognition of the true artistic value of Live.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8smveMYZTlE
I have throwing copper. Great album.
I’ve never heard of them before. They’re my speed. Thanks!
I’ve passed
your novels
onto
my
…death groan
nieces and nephews
I imagine they’ll care about them as much as they do the Neal Stephenson novels I bought them, which is… upsetting.
I appreciate you, GS/CS
Moj, please… please… please appreciate Cryptyonomicon as much as it deserves to be appreciated, which is more than my mom likes it.
It’s such a grand novel
and while you’re at it, the Baroque Cycle
if you wouldn’t mind, just
read it over and over and over
It’s so great
I own Cryptonomicon in hardback and I love it. I read it in one weekend (taking breaks only to pee).
I do own the Baroque Cycle, but I haven’t read them yet. I know they’re connected to Cryptonomicon.
Speaking of Stephenson, have you read The Big U? It’s very funny. It’s also an easy, short read (yes, really).
I’ve read Snow Crash and Diamond Age. I loved Diamond Age more than the others. That might have changed since I read them first.
Honestly Moj, the Baroque Cycle is the grownup Lord of the Rings. I am so happy immersing myself in those books. Stephenson is such a wonderful writer. I don’t want to say much more. Cryptonomicon is like its Hobbit, except the yieldling of it the series.
Diamond Age is my fave.
I can’t get into the histories, at all.
Also, Anathem FTW – 2nd fave.
I haven’t been in love in years, I haven’t even had sex, but I shake my head like a mane and grin thinking about the Baroque Cycle. It sounds ridiculous. It is. It’s a happy thought for a very sad man. It’s a very, very fun bunch of novels. I love Neal Stephenson.
Don’t even get my started on Anathem
I introduced my dad to Anathem
he didn’t care for it
we haven’t talked in years
kidding, we talk all the time. I just don’t care that he didn’t care for Anathem
my daughters didn’t care for Anathem
took a book of matches and tried to burn it to the ground
but I corrected them, sir
and when my wife tried to correct me, sir
tried to prevent my from doing my duty,
I corrected her
Come on this is a funny joke
Jesus I’m out of touch
Kroll kills
My daughter loves him. We saw him for stand up in San Diego. It was a fun night.
Kroll Show was a riot
This is the stuff. ππ
Two lost souls, sort of swimming in a fishbowl. Be interesting to see where they land when they get out of KC.
Welp. Disappointingly, they’ve killed vouchers in Texas today. 84-63 to amend the bill stripping it out. Hopefully it passes before my son is old enough for real school, the local private school is leaps and bounds above our public school but tuition is currently out of our budget.
That is surprising. I guess Florida really is better. π
Hope you start making bank soon.
In line with Trey’s delivery of justice. Could he help us with this?
https://www.aier.org/article/fact-checkers-are-gaslighting-you-on-the-feds-vehicle-kill-switch-mandate/
TL DR TMITE
Short form MSM says biden signed law contains no “kill switch” mandate for all autos sold starting in 2026. It is true the “kill switch” is not in the law. The language mandating it is in the law.
…..the term “kill switch” is not….
It’s reached the point that when a fact checker makes a judgment I just assume the opposite is true.
https://youtu.be/R_JcjfoTTAQ
π€’ Me too, kind of. Yikes.
Nice.
Mo, that was fantastic.
Nice surprise reveal.
*drops curtsey*
hypnotic
related
Contact juggling can be amazing when done well, and Moschen does it very well.
Mesmerizing
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UWvRorX0KhQ
I was hoping Trey would do something more like this:
https://youtu.be/41J1nbFABgk?si=4cATy_4EpLIrnlA2&t=47
Terminator is just robot Jesus with a machine gun. Compare and contrast the above video with this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=boNIL1owRAI
A lot of sci fi is just Christianity in drag.
A lot of fantasy is Mormonism in drag.
Good point. Never thought of it that way. All the great fantasy came after Mormonism, though Tolkien, Lewis, Jordan, and others were not LDS.
Joseph Campbell Smith?
Good morning all!
Some Manfred Mann today.
This Side of Paradise.
Drowning on Dry Land / Fish Soup.
Share and enjoy!
Morning, Glibs.
suh’ fam
whats goody yo
In the past 11 days Ive worked in Washington, Oregon, Kansas, and now I finally made it to Atlanta.
Hopefully I get home today.
πΆIβve been everywhere man, Iβve been everywhere πΆ
Relevant
Wakey, wakey Glibs.
ππ
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=NRtvqT_wMeY
πΆπΆ
You’re just now joining us?
If I never close the tab, have I really left?
Yes, yes you have.
OK! OK! I’m up! I’m up!
I mean…good morning Sean, U, Ted’S., Stinky, homey, and Beau!
Looks like Elon is about to launch:
https://www.spacex.com/launches/mission/?missionId=starship-flight-2